Die on your hand

She was a female spy. Finally she was uncovered by her enemy, who had been her lover. At that moment, "I have no regret at all if I die on your hand." she said.

Why do female ninja ask her enemies "Please kill me"? Perhaps it is because the mankind worships the strength. She realizes she is a loser in front of the stronger man. She is waiting to be conquered and to be held tightly with the warm body.